I'm not sure if the term falling in love is accurate? I mean...falling implies it's something we cannot control. And when you fall you always hit something...so maybe we could call it wandering into love? A process where you feel like you're exploring an unknown planet, and you just want to run through it and see everything...
but patience my children...experience must be tempered with judgement...
Yeah I just quoted Origins. Say what you want about a show, but I enjoyed the writing. It wasn't so deep that I was lost, but deep enough to provoke thought. Certainly enough to convince me that we were set up from the start to fall. Which makes sense. Being God would be awfully boring if you only had two very well behaved children!
...Maybe Lucifer was right to fight...maybe I should fight too. Fight my superiors who are wrong. Fight every injustice I see in the world...
But I am so tired. A good man died a death he didn't deserve. And he was married to a Pastor who changed my life. How can I continue having faith when I can't even see that those who do are happy? Or am I dirtying it? I suppose true faith is something you're born into, not something you can learn quickly or superficially.
How can I have hope in a higher power when I don't have faith for what it created? For the human race? i wish I had answers...
I wish I had hope.
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