Ugh, today was a bad day. I didn't really interact socially with anyone all day. I had dinner with the guys, and even then all they did was mock my political views until I really felt like crying. I get it's a joke, but really my views are a really big part of me and I feel like maybe they could respect that. Of course views are there to be argued, but all I said was 'I don't really care for some religions because they're sexist' and oh god did the shit fly.
Fuck it. I'm so sick of this place. I'm sick of being lonely and afraid that I'm screwed up because I don't enjoy the same things everyone else does. For example, today during Capers practice everybody started playing UNO when they didn't have scenes to practice. And I just bailed. Didn't want social interaction.
How is it everyone around me can be having so much fun, and all I feel is a crushing lonliness?
I miss my friends. And I miss Greg
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