That's what I am it would seem. Because when the pain is too intense, I turn off all emotion. I simply shut down and become logical and borderline comatose. And I recently heard a girl who does this same thing called a 'cold-hearted bitch'. Granted, she was on a movie. But still...
It's really hard to deal with everything. And I'm sick of defining everything. I just want to have some fun! I don't wanna be always worrying about algebra and memorizing lines and handling stalkers and stopping people from finding out about me and you. Most of all I worry about you. If I'll have to give you your answers today. Answers that will destroy you. That you won't want to hear.
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning and the only way to make it better is to pretend I don't care.
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