Done.

Graduation was ok. I went to the wrong side of a rope and ended up messing up my whole row of people.

Didn't win any HUGE prizes at the senior party. Got a microwave though, which is rather cool.

And now for the emotions, which from my last posts I'm sure you can all guess...

I'm...

Terrified I've made the wrong decision in SDSU. USD, though I hated the campus, really just seems like a better school all around. I guess I haven't attended any classes yet though...just saying Erin and Annie already know where they're staying and everything. And they can have George Foreman grills...

i really am scared. I feel lost. What if I can't make it? It's so possible that I'll become depressed and slip into something terrible...something apathetic and self loathing. Maybe I've relied on friends too much. I'm not sure I can survive without them

Excited to see how I'll be able to fuck things up now that I'm an adult or whatever

Empty. There's just...so much space

And in the still after the storm I realized I was weeping. And it was not the rain, but my heart that was wetting my cheeks. I was alone. But free.