I feel really apathetic about everything in my present life, and very excited about everything in my future. This is the summer of my senior year and I'm...bored? I'll never feel this way again. The world will never be laid out in front of me ready to see which paths i walk.

It's really stupid actually. For every decision you make, for every path you decide to walk, for every door you go through, ten close because you didn't chose them. I'm frightened of making mistakes. I'm scared I don't care as much as I used to about so many things.

What do you do when you don't even care enough to figure out why you're a zombie of emotions?