What if I can't make it in college?
What if I won't be the adult I always wanted to be?
What if I become just like everyone else?
What if something really is broken inside of me, and I can never trust anyone again?
What if this pessimist inside of me never leaves?
What if I stop fighting?
What if I slip?
What if I fall?
What if I made so many mistakes that I'll never be able to climb out of them all?
My life is a compilation of what if's. And of course I'm scared. Too scared to move. I don't think I'm doing so good.
Job I hate.
People who will leave so soon.
I never thought I would wake up one morning hating the world and myself like I do.
I'm not sure what I'm becoming
But I know it's never something I aimed for.
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