Ughness

OK so John and I have decided that we should just be like, really cool friends. And he's going to help me out with my life in general...and it's just gonna be nice to have someone to flirt with idoly...but basically what John told me (word for word) is that I should be with Sean, and I agree with that...

So my only thing that I really want in life at this point is to date Sean. But I can't, because Sean has decided that he can't date me for several reasons:
1. Callie (his formal girlfriend) has hurt him too much
2. I'm not trustworthy because I kissed John
3. I'm basically a slut according to him

So basically the guy that I was attached to for the last quarter of school, the guy that helped me through my Addison crisis, and who I helped through his Callie crisis. I told him all my secrets, and I gave him a little bit of my heart...and he threw it out the window because he was jealous because he didn't have the guts to ask me to be his...fuck!

He knows me better then so many other people, and he still doesn't want me.

What do you do when the person in your life that knows you the best doesn't think you're worthy of their love and devotion?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?