So...I'm writing while I sit here in Sean's shirt. He smells delicious! And I love it! Just like I love him. I love him while falling in love with him...he slept over again. It was so great. I just love lying there in his arms...we don't even need to be doing anything...just talking or singing or whatever. And he held me while I cried for the second time. Before he held me because of Rich...now I was telling him about the first pet i had that died...it was interesting because I didn't feel self conciense or anything. Because he was honestly not judging me for crying...and that is so great to me...
I'm helping with VBS at Rich's church, and it's really fun actually...I mean I don't think Rich and I will ever be close like we were before, which...idk I guess I can deal with. I wouldn't mind if he smoked I guess...but I dont need it done around kids who are too young to have that around them. Mainly Tasha i guess...but Jordynn is also a concern.
I love Natasha Baumgartner. She told me God loves me...and I'm starting to believe it...I mean if there's one thing worth beleiving it its love right?And she's so pretty...idc if she doesn't think so. But she's also beautiful on the inside. Her faith in people and in higher powers inspires me. Idk, just a random little paragraph there I guess...
I'm leaving in a week to go to minnesota..and I'm really uber excited! I love it there! Well actually I'm leaving in three days...but I'm still excited! :D
I love you all!
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