Taylor is going to U of M...and I feel shattered ish. I'm going to miss him like most people miss their arms. And i cried a lot when I found out...through my mom. She just told me really publicly. He was going to call me and tell me tonight. And it sucks.
But enough with my selfish thoughts.
This will be good for him. I'll just learn to live without the guy that's always been there for me. Through 2 years of middle school and all 4 years of high school. Screw my own insecurity...
He'll be better. He'll be in a socially accepting place that's theatrically supportive. And...it's a better education.
I'm happy for him. I would have to learn to fly on my own sometime...I guess I'll just miss my partner.
I have other friends, but here, let me list them for you...
Taylor
Merecedes
Melanie
Natasha
Annie
Erin
...guess who's going to SDSU? None of those people. I'm giving up everyone I love. And I'mm terrified...
What if I'm not the same person...
what If I lose myself?
What
If
I
Can't
Make
It
?
Oh libby.
ReplyDeleteI love you.
I'll always love you.
And I know I'm going to be bored as hell in vermillion, so I'll travel to... brookings? right? and visit you lots! :D
And I'll always be just a phone call/text away. (: