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Monday, February 23, 2009
Again with the sickness
Yeah two posts in one day...now I'm just hyperactive. But I just watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, and I really liked it. Only it reminded me of Addison and I to the point of collapse. I'm losing it ladies and gents. Welcome to hell. Because tomorrow I'll see him and talk to him and I won't be able to tell him that I still love him, even if he doesn't want me. Because those are the rules of the game. Rules that when broken result in someone like Sarah S, who broke the rules with Rich, and now nobody lets her talk to him. I hate society, I hate my feelings, and most of all, I hate that I can't chose who I love.
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Well... I found out from my therapist today that he has a method of helping people move on... Not stop caring. Just being able to accept it and be at peace.. Unfortunately... He said he won't tell me until I decide I'm ready that I want to move on... Which I told him I'm actually not at this point... But I had to talk to Zoey... And She doesn't know if she wants to move on and I told her if she does, there's no point in me holding on and I could ask him for us both.. I could try and find out and tell you too.....?
ReplyDeletethat would be great, but don't do anything that could hurt your therapy or break trust in your therapist with you. It's not that important.
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