Ok, so I thought I had a date to formal...I mean this guy that I liked a lot asked me, and I was like, 'ok this will be uber fun!'...only it wasn't worth shit...he might as well not have asked me...
First of all, he ignored me all night and chose instead to dance with a girl who'll we'll call B. B is a girl that is sort of famous at our school for 'sleeping around'. She's a sweetie though! I love her to death, and I totally don't blame her for any of this. So this guy asked me, and then danced the night away with her. He not only did that but asked her to make out during the dance...and insinuated that they were gonna leave together. Fuck that. Fuck him. Fuck boys.
I WILL NOT HAVE SEX UNTIL I AM DAMN READY
and fuck guys who think that makes me a less desirable candidate for a girlfriend! I mean this really pisses me off. And I know what you're all thinking, 'well libby you don't need a guy like that anyway...' well maybe I'm lonely. Maybe I'd like an innocent makeout here and there....but it seems my unwillingness to have sex knocks me out of the running for those things....
And that really hurts my self esteem...I mean seriously....I should be enough....
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