Boys...

Ugh...recently Rich used his blog to list girls in his life...here we go:

Addison: I miss. I hate. I loved. I HURT. He hurt me...so much...and it scares me knowing how far I'd go to hurt him back...

Sean: Makes me feel happy. Makes me feel taken care of. Except for when he shuts down...which happens about once a week but when it does it devastates me. He's off limits because he's addison's best friend. Because he's a freshman. Because...idk because he's not over Callie and I refuse to live in her shadow...

Elias: Yeah...that's a laugh...as if I could keep his attention for fifteen minutes....

Nameless guy: KEEPS FUCKING PISSING ME OFF. I've liked this guy, for more or less, since last year...and every time he flits off to fool around with another girl my heart hurts a little. I know I'm not good enough for him. I know that I'm just not his type...and that hurts so much. I think it's like Ashley and Scarlett in Gone With The Wind...you always love what you cant understand...and oh god I just can't understand this guy...there's times when he's so like an adult that I'm utterly convinced he could take care of me...then there's times when he's SO FUCKING STUPID...he's just so dumb that I can barely believe he's even how old he is...ugh


I'm in pain...always...forever? I sure hope not