STOP PLEASE MAKE IT STOP...I would like to get off this car wreck of a merry go round I call a family now please...
Jasper is dying, My mom says he's not going to make it through the week...
MacKenzie is so far beyond a girl I even can recongize as my sister anymore.
My Mother is depending on me...she told me that her blood pressure is off the charts and she thinks she's due for a heart attack...
Life is spinning wildly away from where I can control it...and sometimes I feel like sleeping past school and into oblivion. I think it would be easily done...
Ugh, I love you all. It's the only thing that keeps me from walking out onto the thin ice coating my lake and daring the fates to end my miserable existance. I won't though...because as you've all told me YOU couldnt live without me...
I gave Alex what was left of my Marlboros today thinking of you Lib...now I can't smoke them! ~hugs~ if you need someone to talk to we can catch dinner sometime and I'll listen this time.
ReplyDeleteI love you darling. Everything is going to be ok...just think...he couldn't get hard. Doesn't that make you feel better? I know it makes me feel better. Hahah. :]
ReplyDeleteI love you......
ReplyDeleteYou can always call me, no matter the time.
<3