In "Gone with the Wind" Scarlett has this nightmare where she's running through the fog, screaming for something that's just out of her reach. And she's lost, forever, running after whatever that thing is. Well...I think that's me right now. Screaming, stumbling, searching, crying.
I think I know what my heart wants, but then again, I must consider the effects it will have on those around me. After all, that's always important.
My very last wish is to hurt you...because I think that's what'll kill me in the end. Knowing that I've hurt all those people. I'm so lost...
Anything to anchore me to this world...alcohol, kisses, fights....I'm floating. And I fear I'll never find my way back...
When Everything feels like the movies...man you bleed just to know you're alive...
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