oh wow so tonight I had two very big firsts for me and Tasha:

1.) I told her everything about me and Sean. EVERYTHING. I had to. I needed someone to know why I'm not ok. Why I won't be.

2.) I cried in front of her. I had to pull into the LHS parking lot because I couldn't drive I was crying so fucking hard...

SOOOOOOOOOOO

Natasha, I love you. You always make me smile. You take care of me when I need it, and you call me beautiful and I half believe it! :D

So, here's to you little sister. Best friend. You make me laugh, smile, and you look up to me. Which makes me feel...idk...admired? It's nice.

I love you!