weighted down

I feel weighted down by people....
I'm to the point where I think I'm drowning with the weight of too many people hanging onto me makes me drown...I can't keep doing this

fuck my saving disorder...it's not my job to save you at all. It's yours. I gave you so many ways to help yourself girl, and you won't listen! I love you, and that's why I'm telling you this. I so want you to be happy! SO DO WHAT I SAY!

Thus far I do not have a formal date...there's one guy I'm thinking of asking. He makes me laugh. It's nice...

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