Lonely...

So, I think I've pinpointed why I've felt so numb from the world as of late, besides the fact that it's a defense mechanism for myself. It's because I'm alone again, and I don't know how to handle that. I mean I have friends and I have a job and I have a family...but it's not the same. You guys know that. It's crippling almost...feeling this isolated. I feel...cold? Yes, cold...