We are what we feel we are. Hardly anything more. I feel useless, whorish, fattish. I feel like I wronged someone, when I didn't. I AM NOT A WHORE. So stop fucking acting like I am. I am Libby Trammell, and I am a strong, independent woman who realizes that those who hate me are idiots.

They judge me because their friend tells them to. Well fuck that. They don't know me. Dont know the first fucking thing.

Yeah, I dont feel very confident lately. But, hey, I just need some time. I'll be cranky until I can toughen up. I'm sorry I'm moody and cannot function well. I'll learn to live without him, and then I'll be ok again. Just give me time.

I despise life sometimes.