Oh dearling...it seems you truly do hate me now. And...that hurts. More than I can ever explain. You're in pain too. I'm so sorry I hurt you...it was never my intention. Maybe you won't believe me, and I guess there's not much I can do about that. You seem intent on hating me. That kind of determination cannot be swayed by me...so, farewell my dear.
Goodbye to those nights at the park where I felt so safe, curled up by you, surrounded by the safety of your arms.
Goodbye to our sleepovers where we would talk until we ran out of things to say, then we would sleep, dreaming of each other.
Goodbye to the only boy I could trust after Addison destroyed me. Goodbye to the peace you gave me.
Goodbye to my best friend, my caretaker, my companion, my lover for six months. Sometimes, when something happens to me, I find myself saying 'Oh I can tell you this...' well...silly Libby. You fucked that one up.
It seems I am destined for this pain. I rocket towards it without any control. Inevitable...? Yes, it truly is...nothing will save me now.
We cannot fix what we ourselves have broken. I won't drain your joy anymore darling...I will not speak to you again unless I absolutely must. I figure this is what you want.
Tears and Rain.
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