I never realize how much I hate this place

Unless I've been somewhere different for a while.

I wish I could go to the Halloween dances.
I wish I wasn't weighted down with homework and obligations.
I wish I could feel sexy and flirtatious again instead of just here...


I wish a lot of things.

Visiting Taylor!

I'm up in Minneapolis right now with mom and Richard! We are staying at the big Hilton hotel. It's really nice to have a great bed to sleep in.

Tomorrow I'm going to take the train to go see Taylor at his college! I'm excited. It's going to be great to see Taylor and hang out on campus at U of M.

So...on a girly note...WARNING THE NEXT PARAGRAPHS CONTAIN STUFF ABOUT PERIODS

I am looking at this thing called the 'Diva Cup'? I guess that it like a cup that catches all your fluid, but you can use it again and again by washing it. It reduces the amount of waste I create by using tampons and pads. Anyway it looks interesting...

well! that's all for now

The only difference is you're down there...

Hmmm...well I'm in the talent show! I'm in a really cute little skit that advertises for Capers. It's really fun!

Well...hmmmm...what else?

Oh! I haven't seen Greg all day. He ran away with Jake to Vermillion so I guess that means that he's left me for Jake. Oh dear...

Also, it's homecoming week up here but I'm starting to think it's not worth it to get wasted since all these cops and stuff are around looking to slap underage charges on people.

My fondest wishes lately are really simple. College makes you simplistic. I just want a nice homecooked meal, some sleep in a real bed, and maybe some money for new clothes. But that's just about it.

I'm losing the desire to flee this place as fast as I can...

Ok...

I'm sorry if this is cruel or upsetting to anyone, but I feel it has to be said...and Izzy this might seem like it's written to you but trust me it's not. You're in the middle of something awful. The person I'm writing about has been wallowing in her something awful for about a year now.

Get over it M. I'm sick of hearing all my friends talk about how you run to them and ask it your ex is still happy with his new girl. he is. And it's a tough pill to swallow. But deal. Because now you seem crazy. Bordering on stalker girl.

My sister stayed with me!

My sister came and stayed with me last night! We are currently waiting for Larson to open up so we can go eat food...

And also, listen to the comedian John Mulaney. He's pretty funny :)

We also watched Fargo, which is a really fun movie.

I miss Kenzie a lot when I'm here. She's a very funny person who really gets me. It comes from growing up together without anyone else to play with. Then going through the divorce together. I think we're closer than the average siblings. We finish each other's sentences and what nots.

WELLLLLLLLLLL...

I think that's it. Except I really hate algebra...

Workin' In Da Box Office

So I'm sitting in the Box office putting in my hours for my Theatre scholarship. The people here are really fun actually :) It's sad to think that the Theatre kids at USD won't be as much fun from what I hear. But I really want a Social Work major and I'm not sure if I can afford an out of state degree...and of course there's the 'I wouldnt know a soul at an out of state college' thing. I am seriously looking at U of M in Minneapolis. It's so dang expensive...and I know people wouldn't be able to follow me there. Plus I probably wouldn't get in.

I'm starting to really hate Algebra...I'm taking Intro to Algebra and then next semester I'll be taking actual College Algebra n' Im really nervous about both. The good news is if I go with a Social Work major then I only have to take college algebra, and be done with it. Because social workers don't need stupid Calculus...

So I'm in the talent show up here at SDSU. It's called Cavorts. I dance to Cecilia by Simon & Garfunkel, All you Need is love, and The age of Aquarius from the musical Hair. It's a fun time and it gives me a chance to be social with the Theatre kids.

I can also do that partying though. I do go to parties every weekend but I've only gotten intoxicated once. I hate beer, and I'm really picky about what alcohol I get, so when they had vodka and lemonade I pounced on it. Even then I was conservative and only drank a few shots. Nothing to really phase me.

Well...ta ta for now!

Stuck!

Rock

me

hardplace

fuck algebra
yay for speghetti (or however that's spelled)
and I'm going to Vermillion today

AND ON MONDAY...I'LL BE AT THE OMAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!